May Out, June In

Finally, a new month has made its way to my door. June. It holds a lot of promises. Just what those promises are, I have yet to know. But I have a good feeling about this month. Then again, I said I have a good feeling about this year last January and look at where I am now.

Still, one guy can only hope for the better. Surely after all the emotional, physical and financial pain I’ve been through something good must be on the way. Life can’t be that cruel now, can it?

I took my father’s death as a sign to finally change a few things about myself. He had always been instrumental, a key factor in all the decisions I’ve done. I think he would like it if I finally made a career change. Walk on another path. Three years of doing meaningless work is enough. I think it’s about time I stepped out into the real world and do something real for the first time. Some offers had come along and yet the right one has yet to knock though.

The more I procrastinate the stupider I feel and get. This environment I’m at isn’t helping anymore. I simply need to leave. There’s something better out there and I’ll leave no stone unturned to find out what.