Moments Like These…

There are times when things just stop being fun. You don’t know why but they just do. It’s sad really. There will be days when you’ll find yourself struggling to find ways just to jump start your day. No amount of coffee, music, streaming videos or messages would be enough to get yourself moving. All you’d want to do is drop dead and be left alone.

Today is one of those days. Sure, today had it’s share of excitement but for the most part, our roach-infested office can be one hell of a prison. I found myself staring at the clock trying to make it move with my mind just so we could call it a day already. Forget the pending work, the ear-shattering silence and the lack of shit to talk about. I just want to leave. Somehow this place has lost the magic it once had – not that there was a lot of it to begin with.

Moments like this one makes me think about looking for another job. About one year ago I was thinking the same thing. I ended up leaving the former company. I wonder how things would work out this time around? As dull as things may be for me now, I still believe salvation will come in some form of a miracle. All I’m looking for is a reason for me to stay just a bit longer. Things had not been moving in my favor for some time now so I’ll keep my fingers crossed.

Oh well. Here’s to the future. Here’s to scoring a new job. Here’s to you and your kid. Here’s to the former company and here’s to the new. Cheers! *Gulps down iced tea*